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It’s hard to keep a smile on when all you do is want to cry. The feeling is like the sun trying to give its warmth to me, but the clouds are in the way. The strong breeze tries to knock me down, but for the sake of my family and friends, I stand my ground and try to hold on, and so I keep a smile on. Pretending that everything is okay, that nothing is wrong, but in fact it’s the complete opposite. Serenity doesn’t meet my soul. Peace can’t find its way into my heart. Happiness fails to seeks its way into my life. Im so alone with so many people around me, but I am here for a purpose and that purpose I must find out.
